I am a man of many ideas. The problem comes in putting any of them into practice! A lack of discipline has been my undoing in so many areas of my life. As Becky's mum said to me in the aftermath of mine and Becky's split "the trouble with you Mark is you never had any guidance". She hit the nail on the head! I didn't. But I'm not looking to make excuses for my behaviour. At a certain stage you have to take responsibilty as a so-called grown up.
But as an example of an idea...I'm going to be a yoga teacher! I get a loan out...or rather Becky gets a loan out on my behalf, to train and get a teaching qualification. I get the qualification. And have I done anything with it? No. I've had the qualification for over two years! Rubbish!
So I have in the last few days located a venue, have a good friend of mine updating my website - that again has been sitting idle for a couple of years - and am determined to see this through. When the website is sorted I will issue some flyers around town directing people to my website, and look to make this happen. I have been hindered thus far by a lack of discipline and a lack of confidence.
I shall overcome!
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